A weird array of thoughts with a motivational ending.
so i’ve kind of been thinking about how life is just a bit cruel. i think that before we begin our lives we are one whole . metaphorically speaking of course. then right before we are born, PLOT TWIST life splits us in two and throws us in the moving current of living. so right from that very instant, we begin searching. right from the getgo we have the mindset that we are missing something. so theres these two halves see? but we have no idea what the other half is. we just know that theres this whole other being that weare searching for. so we spend the good first part of our life in search for the “other being”. in the constantly moving current of life, the odds are not in our favor that we will find the part that makes us whole. but we take those chances and we search anyway. we meet plenty of halves simultaneously looking for their whole too. then one day it happens. BAM the two halves of this universe collide and the two halves fuse together to make one completeness, but it saddens me that some will spend their entire lives aimlessly floating through life searching. and as time continues they become more and more discouraged that they have yet to find their other half. so for that life is cruel. for that i say when you find that half to your whole. hold on tight. cause its a rough world out there. and life is short. its too short to not be with the one you love most in this world. spend your time wisely and above all, if your universes haven’t collided yet, don’t ever stop searching. <3
from this day forth i will no longer (again) allow you to rule my mind. i will no longer message you. i will no longer care. i will post happy thoughts. i give up on winning you over. i dont need you. i will find someone better. someone who wont make me crazy. someone who will treat me like a queen. someone who will heal my wounded heart. someone who is much more of a man than you will ever be. goodbye my lover. im already gone.